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I love being alone and secluded: I never want to be a part of a family

by Oya Obinidodo

I spent most of my life thinking having a family was normal and that I would die if I don’t find one that loves me. I never knew my relatives. I’ve never actually met any of them except my mother and father. I’ve never met the rest of them. My father is deceased and my mother neglected me a long time ago. I wanted to meet the rest of my family, but I’ll pass on finding out who they are. I won’t use Ancestry.com or ask my mother for any information. It won’t be useful. All of my life, people kept feeding me lies, making me believe that I had to have a family in my life in order to feel complete. No I don’t. They kept telling me I needed friends and a family, because it’s safer. No it’s not. I don’t have any of that and I still wake up in the morning. I won’t die without a family. I will only die without food, water, shelter, and air. Not having a family is very easy to manage. I always wanted a family. I broke my back to have one. I finally realized that I would never get one. Then I eventually realized, I don’t even need one! What a liberating feeling! 

Every time something bad happened to me, or if I was in danger, I thought I needed a family to save me, but I don’t. I thought I would have a heart attack and die all by my myself, but I didn’t! I survived all ALONE! No one was ever there! I never had a family to see me off to the airport or bus station when I took a trip like the other travelers who hugged their family before boarding their trip, but guess what, I survived! No one had to see me off. These days I couldn’t imagine anyone hugging me. The thought of someone even getting near me feels gross. I thought I needed a family to give me money or a visit when I went to jail a while back, but guess what? I woke up breathing and alive and well in my cell without a phone call or commissary in sight! I thought I needed a family when I was poor and had no money,  but guess what? I woke up the next day poor and still survived! I thought I needed a family when I got beat up by a bunch of strangers but guess what? I didn’t! I survived that too! I thought I needed a family when I was in a mental hospital to bring me a weeks worth of clothes and come visit me, but I didnt! I woke up in the hospital room alive and well without a flower or card in sight with a hospital gown on! I thought I needed a family to support all of my goals, but I don’t! My goals can be accomplished alone! I thought I needed a family to celebrate with or invite me places, but that’s not true either! I can celebrate and do things by myself! I used to think I needed a family to check on me or ask me how I’m doing, but I don’t! I don’t need a family at all to survive! I will still wake up the next day breathing and alive! It feels great not having a family! I don’t have to worry about meeting strangers that might start beating me, harassing me, neglecting me, molesting me, or hindering me from success. A “family” is not necessary for survival. I will eventually die one day, so why do I need one? Death is beautiful! My life has been absolutely fine without a family.

I never knew who my family was, and I don’t want to find out, because they might be disgusting people, and ruin my perfectly fine life! I don’t ever want to risk it! When people used ask me “where’s your family”, I would tell them ”I don’t know, I don’t have one”. They used to give me strange looks, but now, I don’t even let people get close enough to me to even ask me that question.


Five yellow raw chickens hanging in food marketplace in Huaraz, Peru

“All slaughterhouses in the world should be shut down. There should be no such thing as a butcher. Every single animal on this earth should live to full term and die naturally, including chickens and pigs. People should not eat meat. Protein can be found in other sources.”

— Thea M. Arnold |www.SantaMuerteHollywood.com|2022


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My life as a solo migrant: Places & People I’m Banning: (high crime rate, too many gay communities & gay territories & highly infested HIV/AIDS areas)

The blue states are the states that have the gayest, and most unsafe communities for me to go to, as a solo migrant, convicted felon, and traveler. I’m staying disease free. To see the list of places I have chosen not to go while migrating through these states, click on the buttons below. These ban list are for a lifetime, but I’m only taking one decade at a time. I doubt if I see a change in my environment by 2031. These locations will probably all still be struck with fatal diseases, hate, crime, retardation, racism, unsanitary, unclean people, and extreme nastiness. I don’t have homophobia, I just don’t like gay people, narcissistic people, or large crowds because of their nasty attitudes, and their unwanted HIV, their other unwanted diseases, their greed and lust for power, along with all of their other problems. I will not let the world single me out, and blame me for their problems.

While migrating through America, I try to avoid as many groups of ugly, funny-looking, dangerous people as I possibility can. I can’t trust anyone, even if they appear to be alone. They might be alone for the moment while they’re in my face, but they’re not really alone -like I am. I don’t talk to strangers anymore, I will never actually know how many gay, creepy, disgusting bullies they could know. Weak, square people never realize how important their funky little circle is until they’ve spent one single minute walking in my shoes. I don’t want those kinda people around me.

Infestations in other countries that I don’t ever want to see

The whole continent of Africa
Mexico
Places around the globe that I never want to see

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