I do not buy anything from black people, reach out to black business owners, and I do not ask them for donations, I do not start fundraisers, I do not join gangs, I do not join groups, I and do not join churches. The black race is disgusting and gross. I want the images of all the black people that physically, mentally, or sexually harmed me, burned and erased from my memory, and I never want to see or remember anymore like them.
Unfortunately, Most black people are greedy, and do not care about me. Most of them are Satanist. Especially the middle class and wealthy. Most of them are ignorant, gay, sloppy, fake, disease infested, crime ridden, and accident prone. The donations, love, support, and care will never come flooding to me during my time of grief. Every time I see a black person, I throw up. They are all eyesores and extremely painful to look at. Most likely, they will abuse and neglect me. I don’t waste my time, money, and most importantly, I won’t sell my soul. I will not let them sentence me to hell for no reason. I avoid them like the plague and I do not fall for false prophets, and fake caregivers, or friends. I will not believe the lies they tell me. They will pimp the living daylights out of me, in the middle of my crisis, and after they are done with me, exclude me, and then cling to each other like white on rice. I don’t want to feel that disgusting anymore. I promise I don’t.
More black people are Satanist these days than they were back in the 90’s. Most of them will claim to believe in “Jesus” from time to time, but they actually worship the Devil, Lucifer, and Satan on an every day basis. Even though Satan, also known as the Devil, and Lucifer is the most dangerous, disturbing, and evil spirit to worship, they still pray to him, they speak to him, they spend time with him, they give him their all. Most of them will chop off their left foot just to be closer to Satan. They put Satan first every single minute they are breathing. I will not fall for it. The amount of evil that forms from Satanism is absolutely sickening, indescribable, and unbelievable. If I like black people, I will end up in a whirlwind of endless pain, confusion, self-hate, and torture.
If I think black people are going to let me have a moment of silence, they won’t. They’ll just keep applying more pressure and hate during my loss, or time of trouble, and will not send me any condolences, flowers, cards, or money. If you haven’t experienced any of that or you believe that black people will not be that callous towards you, then you aren’t being abused, and this message is not for you. In my case, all of the most dangerous people I met during a lifetime, were black. White people just weren’t around, and I’m pretty sure you know why.
Black people are gross, nasty, and ugly. I don’t need them. They might be my color, but they are not my kind. It’s 2022, and Black on black crime is still at an all time high. Especially on the East coast, West coast, and Midwest. All major cities and neighborhoods that are full of black people in America, are full of crime, death, and hate. I won’t bother thinking I need them, ever, ever, again.
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Hamilton, IL-Fake people make me throw up, literally. A pool a vomit will come flooding out of my mouth in no time around people who don’t like me. I do not want any women or men near me. I do not want anyone to see my face ever again. They are ALL too gross, negligent, nasty, racist, sloppy, gay, unhelpful and abusive. I do not have a voice around the ignorant trannies and nasty fake lesbos. I do not want them to feel like they can relate to me either. They’re disgusting and they can not relate to my pain. They do not listen at all. They assume the world revolves-around them and that they are the only people with problems. To all the unnatural, fake, racist faggots and gays hating on me and lying on my sexual orientation, you’re wasting your time. I do not want ANYONE or ANYTHING. I am okay all alone. It is very safe being away from you people. Even death is safer than you. Thats why I’ve been suicidal forever. I will not take anymore abuse from you people. Starving me and forcing me to live in poverty is enough. I don’t want ANYTHING FROM ANYONE, even if I only have $10 to my name. It might sound dumb, but no thank you. I am too abused and battered to want anything from society.
I am a full time solo camper and writer. I don’t hang in crowds, nor do I have a loving family. I have never been married, and I have never had a boyfriend. I was only abused, sold, raped, humiliated, and bullied by big funky lesbos, light skin people, bisexuals, gay men, HIV positive people, fat people, incest people, murderers, animal abusers, thieves, and tranny people most of my life. I have spent the last year of my life abstinent and away from people who might try to harm me. I don’t like meeting or knowing people. I want them all to back off. I repeat- I don’t want ANYTHING from ANYONE. Don’t tell me why you don’t have empathy or can’t care. I don’t care. Translation- You are just narcissistic, gross & sickening, and selfish and you only care about yourselves and your needs, and will always be that way. Please stop making me vomit on purpose. I’ve been vomiting for the past 2 years. I’m not using reverse psychology. I really don’t want anyone around me. Death in the middle of nowhere is much cooler than y’all. I am not gay, a prostitute, or a gay prostitute. If anyone is calling me that they are sick and twisted. The mildly retarded women and men need to stay away from me because I don’t want to hurt the nasty fags. I will end up in handcuffs and in prison around a new set of nasty dykes and gay cops. Stay away from me. I will spit on you or throw feces at you. Do not hurt me.
I only have one mother and two living teenage boys left. Anyone else claiming to be related to me is a liar. They are not my friends and family. I have no one, and I am homeless by choice. If I die out here, I do not want those selfish, sickening, abusive whores and niggas to find me. Stay the fuck away from me. If my birth mother finds this blog, please cremate me. I do not want any remains of my body left. Do not bury me. It is EXTREMELY disrespectful.
The wives and girlfriends of today’s Gangsters and hoodlums lack empathy and humanity
Women are in gangs too. A gang is defined as having three or more active members. Normally, a male gang member usually has a wife, girlfriend, or what they like to call “baby moms or baby mother “ which is nothing but a ratchet term used to describe the mother of their children. Most of them have little knowledge on what they are getting themselves into, or who they are messing or dealing with.Some of the women are randomly initiated and have no ties to the male member. Most of them are “ran through” and have already willingly slept with all the gang members or a bunch of men around the neighborhood.The male gang members neglect their children, “baby mothers” , and spouses to go roam the streets, party with their peers and prey on innocent vulnerable women and prostitutes that they can rape and go undetected. They love stealing from stores, robbing people, stealing from others , and list of other sickening crap, sometimes even sucking other men off for money or drugs, then go home to the dumb “wifey”.
Lesbianism is not a part of gang banging and today’s youth have been misinformed
A lot of the women the gang members wife and wrongfully give the title to, are lesbians who want their partner to prey on innocent young women and turn them out. Perhaps they been listening to too much Young M.A. or watching too much lesbian porn and partying around to many phoney dykes. Some of them were acting like men as early as high school. Some of them were later influenced by their gang banging boyfriends. Either way, A lot of them are hardcore skanks that love to fight, homewreck, and cause drama within the community. These hateful, degrading type of women range from age 10 all the way until 75. Some of them were turnt out later on in life after feeling like a man wasn’t enough for them. They have a “women run the world mentality” to the point where they think they can abuse and neglect another woman for no reason. It’s sick but I guess men need them so bad they’ll let them get away with abusing anyone. Most of the women aren’t even smart enough to know the victim doesn’t want to be treated that way. They think they like it or they will try to force them to like the abuse against their will. In some cases, they will even go grab their friends and force you to “get down”. They sometimes stalk or spy on the victim as well, while they are taking showers or in their own home.
The men they date sometimes know what is going on and sometimes they are too blind care how the undercover lesbos are being and are “pussy whipped” (a man who can’t leave a woman because he is weak and in love with her sex, friends or money ). Most of those type of fake gang bangers, were tricked by a man into a relationship out of desperation or poverty. Some of these women have spent hard time in jail or have killed several babies or people. They don’t follow any of the codes, participate in criminal activities or follow the graffiti. They don’t even know the handshakes , refuse to throw up the signs, and have a false perception of reality. They usually just put on a front.
It is against the rules of a man who is in a gang to wife a female who will have sex with other women -yet these gang members eventually become so washed up and desperate- perhaps, after spending too much time in prison that they continue to break that particular code. Some of these men even throw their whole life away for a piece of “pussy”, that doesn’t even want them back. By that point, their particular set is not any under strict leadership and has fallen completely apart because the fake members got too greedy, and wanted too much for themselves. Perhaps their mothers and great grandmothers were prostitutes , so to the men, that is all they know. It is very tragic, and their lack of structure and leadership will lead to more attacks from rival gangs.
They participate in child abuse to please their pedophile spouse or boyfriend
When the women who are the wives, spouses or girlfriends of thugs, know their gangster boyfriend/husband (or ex gang member turned Saint) is raping children they will usually turn on the children and abuse, neglect, or threaten them instead of putting the pedophile out of the house or leaving them. Sometimes they starve the children, verbally abuse them, or slap them right in front of people. Those women act like Loretta Devine in the 2004 movie Woman Thou Art Loosed when she refuses to protect her little girl from being molested by her boyfriend. Those women want to be with a man so bad, they don’t care if he is a rapist, gangbanger or child molester. It is not a part of any gangster code period. No person,couple, criminal or person of authority in the whole entire world should be doing that. It is considered a violation. These type of violations are rarely resolved by law enforcement,because people are sick and just don’t care about anything. They thrive off the torture they inflict. Some of them attend stripper parties , prey on children and people from broken homes or people that have suffered from neglect for a long period of time, most likely luring them with false promises, and then kidnapping and torturing them,bullying or stalking them with the most aggressive, sadistic, attitude. They feel completely entitled to be that sick towards the victim. Eventually they will try to get the victim hooked on drugs so they can control them better. They will not leave the abusive, gangbanging boyfriend. They are too scared to live on their own or too weak. A lot of them have other female friends to support and live in that type of sickening behavior because they want to look cool or fit in.
Sometimes the women get together and rob people for fun then laugh about it over a girls night out and their ghetto boyfriend/spouse will back them up in their actions. In most cases, they will even be rewarded for it.The women usually have no regard for human life and neither do their scum the earth jealous, incest having, prostitute raping, feces eating, wanna-be-thug, skank, womanly like, crossdressing, cocky, pedophile, murdering boyfriends and husbands. The women are very funky. Women pedophiles and their gangbanging boyfriends reside in places like Washington,DC, Illinois, Virginia, New York , New Jersey, Florida, California,Colorado and places all over the world. Don’t be fooled by their square demeanor. They can be deadly and brutally cruel. They are so skank ,it will blow your mind. Some of them will even go so far as to sell their child for money, drugs, or favor amongst other pedophiles. They have a “monkey see monkey do mentality” and will feel completely entitled to do it because they see someone else doing it.