Quincy, IL-I’ve net some of the most sickening, scum of the earth, yuckiest, gayest, non-believers and groups of fags these past few years in all my life. What so sickening about it is that they want me to degrade them. YUCK! I’m still getting harassed by a bunch of sickening racist gays. It feels disgusting and humiliating. They are extremely violating and narcissistic and believe I am supposed to know them. I am all alone. I’ve never had a family, I’ve never had any female friends. I never went to prom. I haven’t had a birthday party my since I was  a child. I’ve never had a boyfriend. My deceased birth father wasn’t in my life, nor was anyone on his side of the family ever in my life. I’ve been abused, lied on, and harassed so much-it’s sick. The abusers are extremely homosexual, racist, and do not care how they make me feel, how many times I vomit, or much pain they put me through, nor do they care how many years pass by while they torture and stalk me. They just continue being sickening. I have been living in isolation for over a year, and I’m still being bullied and harassed. It is GROSS. 

Today, another gay pedophile and troll contacted me using several different phone numbers, and told me to kill myself and jump out of my mothers window again. They also called me a crack head and a bad mother. The threats came from the nasty, racist, hillbilly state of Virginia. I am no where near my mothers house, and the text message the troll sent telling me to jump out the window was fucking nasty and gay. I don’t know what type racist, sick, gay, ephebophiles, and pedophiles would want to keep putting me through that. What type of gay, perverted, nasty, racist, incest having people would want me to commit suicide that bad? Ew! Yuck! 

I am not on drugs, nor do I use crack. I do not sleep around and I am NOT with anyone. I do not get laid. Men do not sleep with me anymore and they do not like me At ALL! They turned gay on me! They will not pleasure me. They denied me of that! I don’t know any men at all anymore! Men are not attracted to me! They are only attracted to other men and nasty, gay, funky women that have a lot of friends and family and know how to grind their nasty gay vaginas together! I never did that stuff! I never had a woman and men are not attracted to me!!!!! I repeat.. MEN DO NOT WANT ME!!!!!!!!!!!! They will not be with me! They will only be with the gays!!!!! They will love them and put them on a pedestal !

Gay people always think my hate and vomit for them is a joke. Then when I try to attack them, they call all of their gay faggot-friends and family for help and the police so their incest having asses can having something to complain about for the next ten years. They are weak, needy, sloppy, and gross! I’m not jealous of those fucking faggot people!!! Yuck! I just want them to stay away from me! My hate for you does not mean I love you, know you, or want you! Ew! Do not take my hate for a sign of love! I do not like you. I am NOT GAY! You are nothing but nasty, life sentence-infected people! 


I am ABSTINENT! I do not engage in sexual activities and I do NOT know anyone in America. I am not being sold, raped, or molested anymore and I am not on crack! All those rumors those trolls are spreading about me are FALSE! I am not a slave, a homosexual, a bisexual, nor do I belong to anyone and I am not a piece of property. I am not a bad mother, I was raped by a transgender woman when I was 16. The tranny did not want to have anything to do with me after he raped me, and all the gays protected the racist shemale and not me. They’re disgusting and they’re slow, and they are not natural human beings. I tried to start a teaching career and went to college, but the bullying and the the tranny infestation grew. I was forced to drop out of school and live off of government assistance. I’ve spent over 17 years living below the poverty line and the mentally retarded community doesn’t care. I’m no where near middle class, and with my life being infested with slow people and homosexuals, I never will be. I was left to grow up fast and fend for myself with no money or family. The mildly retarded, trans people, hated on every single move I made, and every single dollar I wanted to get. It was overly infested with lames and gay men. I tried to find a new man to be there for me and the kids, but they were homosexual pedophiles and wanted to sleep with little boys and not me, so I never ended up with a father for them. That is not my fault. They were all just a bogus imitation of Lil Nas X pretending to like me, but secretly liking men. Even if I go back to finish my degree, my felony will be staring back at me, and all the gays and the entire dirty, racist, faggot black community will keep on laughing. They probably aren’t going to buy my books or my music either. Gross. Getting support from the black community is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. 

Dehumanization and fear : My Rape statistics chart by zip code between 2019-2021

The chart below displays the number of times I have been raped, degraded, and dehumanized by zip code. The pepatrators were strangers and parsimonious bogus men pretending to be a boyfriend or “pimp” , complete sociopaths, and down-low confused homosexual men who thought and wished I was a 5’1 male, who live a double life, and wanted to hurt me, because I was forced into prostitution. Im not a transgender and Im not a lesbian. I do not wear any piercings other than my ears. I have a lot of branding markings, however I am not a freak. The perps often get me confused with the likings of my previous captors. When the rapist assume I am being prostituted, they always pop back up and start stalking me and threatening me for a freebie. Its overwhelmingly gross. Some of the predators are women and JEZEBEL spirited type people and are extremely gross and narcissistic, and in denial about their sickening predatory behavior. As you can see in the chart below, the 757 is an area that is heavily infested with pedophiles, rapists, terrorist, child abusers, and murderers. There are also alot of gang members huddled up on street corners, bus stations, clubs, bus stops, strip malls, train stations, apartment complexes, convenient stores, and other sketchy locations. They often use social media websites such as Instagram, Tik Tok, and Snapchat to troll their victims. I always stay to myself upon arrival in any location, especially the Virginia, DC, Maryland area, and I quickly learned to always pay attention to every situation closely, and make sure that a I am always aware of my surroundings and to never talk to strangers, something I didn’t do as a kid. 2022, is a new year, and I will not let this chart grow any longer. It’s disgusting. Im a felon so housing is hard to get. I rarely stay in hotels, other peoples houses, shelters, or whore houses or anywhere where I’m at risk for being raped, peeping toms, neglected, starved, TRAFFICKED, physically abused, or sold. Between 2019-2021, I have been sexually violated over 24 times.

A chart showing the number of times I have been raped between 2019-2021 Www.SantaMuerteHollywood.com 2022.